Thoughts goals

Ever had that feeling when you like go to bed and be why'd say that then? My every night basically. I talk a lot and I'd just casually say stuff and people look surprised, confused and else uncomfortable. I don't have a feeling for what has to be said and what not. Hope someone could explain 💀

I am overwhelmed with many different feelings and emotions that I have no one to share with... 😭😭😭 My mom advised me to keep a diary. I don't know if I have enough patience to write something down every day... But if I overcome myself, maybe one day I will even be able to become a writer...